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September 7, 632 AR
Sep. 14th, 2014 11:31 pm[Filter: Private, in Kilian]
All those years.
All those months in Taln, in Tarra, for what? This empty house. Nothing but candles and cobwebs. No bodies, already buried or burned or worse. No notes. No goodbyes. No reasons why they did this.
This sort of madness --
-- No.
No.
But all those years away. To what, protect them? From what I thought was -- my self-centered belief that the world revolved around me? That everything that happened was because of me, that ...
If Arwen had been here.
If I had been here.
If we had just gotten here a day sooner. A week. I don't know how long but if we'd simply --
All those years.
All those months in Taln, in Tarra, for what? This empty house. Nothing but candles and cobwebs. No bodies, already buried or burned or worse. No notes. No goodbyes. No reasons why they did this.
This sort of madness --
-- No.
No.
But all those years away. To what, protect them? From what I thought was -- my self-centered belief that the world revolved around me? That everything that happened was because of me, that ...
If Arwen had been here.
If I had been here.
If we had just gotten here a day sooner. A week. I don't know how long but if we'd simply --
